Wednesday, August 12, 2009

another routine day..

another day had passed,but for me nothing change,work today but the same routine, y my life is like tat,like usual,i miss my family,whahaha...
dun noe why,i loved working with my staffs here,they r all so nice,the patient,they are all so adorable,but the work..sucks..
i hate bout the religion too..help..im depress...
im bored...
im miss my family...
miss my frends..all of them...
miss my collegge...
i miss the place tat made me today...
help..
somebody,help me..
i dun noe how to express out my feelings..
although im suffering in silence...but i noe there always somebody there for me....

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

my new life..sobs..

you r going to dye ur hair black..u have to tuck in ur clothes,u hav to become one of us..blah..blah..blah..
i had graduated and im working in a place tat put religion in the first place..
i had study very hard for the last three years hoping to had my black band one day..i think back wen i was a student,im jealous tat i see my staff nurses having a black band n follow doctors round..see diffrent cases,passing reports,writing reports..its exiting..
but now,after my graduation..at last,i graduate..but wat i had now is same dialysis patient,doing the same routine..
Oh my God..its boring..dialysis is interesting but the routine sucks..
Help..
help..
i cant get used it here although its already 1 month plus in here...
i miss all my frendz..crazy frendz..
my frends is my everything besides my family..they helped me to go through everything in my toughest live in my college..
they accompany me every seconds in my life..
help..
now i had to be alone here...
away from my family..
away from my frends tat all of them in in kl..
n worse im going to jitra next month..
help...